b alr came back singapore .
weee~
i miss him .
given to my ego , you think i will tell him that sweetly ?
hahah (:
seandainyer aku yang menyeksa batin mu ibu ,
haruskah aku pergi begitu sahaja ?
haruskah kau meninggalkan aku sebegitu ?
i dunnoe what's goin on between me and my mum .
it hurts to be fighting with her and all those words come out .
and given to my hot temper , people are more likely to blame me .
i cannot stand people being harsh to me .
cause i will defend myself without thinking .
and hurt people around .
i no longer care .
she doesn't love me ?
that's her problem .
all this while when she is financially stable ,
since when she's here for me ?
since when we go out tgt ?
since when we talk things out ?
we are helpless .
and we can never get along .
for all those things mummy ,
i begin to wonder where do i stand in your heart ?
just cause father divorce you cause you're having me , a girl .
doesn't mean you need to b bias to me .
i dunnoe lah mummy .
one day if i ever leave and not to come back mummy ,
dun bother finding me .
i will be safe and sound .