yesterday sat down alone th whole way.
thinking about all those who says they love me eheh .
it's very pathetic how i'm stuck in this kind of situation eheh .
i wish i could leave this kind of situation .
all i need is a special someone & fall in love .
too much of good things can make you sick .
and yeah shaffree didn't text me the whole day ?
didn't even wish me good luck for my paper when everyone does .
they took the initiative to wake up early or not going to sleep just to text me a sweet good luck message .
and he ? i don't know laa.
I'm very sensitive eheh ?
i know . i just wonder why he like don't care lately eheh .
he lives so far away & he can't be with me when i need him .
especially when my life now is pretty much unstable eheh .
i been wanting to leave him eversince he declared himself attached at fb .
i dun wanna be th third party eheh .
Im not desperate to do things like that .
i told him this :
"you wanna flirt tht's your business , but you should know i can replace you easily"
especially when i can just play a fool .
nah ahh . i'm not tht sort .
i want a relationship tht can last long .
bring me higher & never stop loving me for who i am .
& if i were not to find anyone ,
i guess being myself is good enough .
a successful girl doesn't need a guy .
guys only bring girls down .
eheh .
if you're reading my post & realize tht i'm not entertaining you
please know tht i wana this to end .
cause , i'm not good enough .
my love won't go far eheh .