~ you're like poison , slowly moving through my system .
breaking down my defenses .
saw bhy cried when i said i wanna leave eheh .
& i love him so much , you think i can see him cry ?
i don't wanna regret my decision so push aside my ego , fear of being hurt
& tell him how much i love him & stuffs .
i really do .
no one can love me more than he do (:
lovehimlaaaa !
muahhh !
it's high time i put aside my fears & start treasuring him .
he's my better half & someone who pamper me alot .
understands my attitude eheh .
never let me down .
eventhough he can't be with me all the time ,
atleast he shows me everyday tht he love me eheh .
so be it if he's far away ,
all i know is his heart is with me .
& if god willings , i hope he's the one i share my future with .
he's th only one who really stick with me thru th gd and bad times .
listening to me whine
& accepting my mood swings without any complaints eheh .
a gentleman in his own ways eheh .
a real man (:
a real lover and not a player .
and if i ever got to know he's tripping ,
i will blame myself for not being good enough for him .
if i know he got a change of heart ,
i will blame myself not able to give him what he deserves .