Hmms . After i took my medical certificate , i walked down the memory lane . trying to reminisce about my past .
And i guess i have grown up pretty fast .
& i really hope that i learnt from my mistakes .
It's cute how those pretty little things make me become who i am today .
I remember how i used to help my mother each day for 1 dollar (:
It's cute when i used to beg my mother for a new barbie doll toy .
& by th next week , my new barbie doll toy dahh rosak . (:
I remember when people used to say if one day i grow up , i'll be a pretty girl .
I guess they are wrong huh ?
My mother always said that i used to be eye catching toodler that people would stop & cuddle .
When my mother said that , i can see that she was effing proud about me .
I know one day i will have to make her feel even more proud .
I remember how my eldest brother at my dad's side used to bully me .
& i was so afraid of him .
till now , i think i am still afraid .
My dad used to take me back to his house .
THAT WAS JUST PAST .
looking just recertly back ,
i remember my first heartbreak .
my first puppy love .
i still remember how shairi make me so cold .
back than , i remember shaffree was always there for me .
but somehow at that point of time ,
i still hoping that shairi would come back .
Just looking back , everything in th past , make me everything that i am .
I know one day i got to leave my teen life and start living like an adult .
but somehow i wish i could lay down beside my mother and hug her like i always do .
awww . man , im so sentimental !