my tiny heart is breaking apart .
it's hard for me to seek solace nowdays .
i'm tired after school , kene pakse org g kedai ker?
do they really have to hurt me so much just cause i rather not go to th effing shop?
why can't people see beneath this hard and self centered me , there lies a fragile heart ?
i sulk easily .
i act power so that people won't hurt me .
but somehow , i find myself breaking apart and loses myself .
sometimes i think i rather not cry cause it will make me weak,
sometimes , i just break down and cry .
she chased me out when my intention was pure .
now when i dun wanna help her anymore ,
she's begging me to help .
when i rather not , they hurt me so much .
pape lahh .
i'm gonna continue being so cold .