i had a bad nightmare.
first,it was joyful and so blissful between me and shaffree.
suddenly, it all changed.
he met someone i trusted. trusted so much that i allowed them to meet up for a chat.
didn't expect them to fall in love together
caught them having a sexual intercourse . and i was very upset .
but somehow , i let it be and continue my relationship with him.
in that dreams every promise he had made to me in reality play around my mind.
he started to neglect me while i was busy doing our wedding preparations.
then one day, he was talking to her outside my house, i asked him to come in and bath with me, but he decline , waving his hand . and i received msg from him saying: "i wanna be with her a while , you go bath and off to work" . then i said " ok, i go bath kay?'
then i cried. cause he was happier with someone else. never expect they to hurt me .
then th girl come in when i already ready to go out , she said " he loves me loser, he's mine"
the words seem so true, and it hurts me alot. especially th promises he made was playing around my mind. it seem very true. the feelings seem so surreal. till one day he comes to me saying he wanna leave me. and i, being so ego, let him be, but i cried after he left. then suddenly it change , i saw his wedding pic with th person i trusted th most ! damn ! im hurt .