Hey ppl.
My mother.
A mother who have lost all her faith in me .
Who now has forget th fact that i'm her daughter.
A mother that is so cunning and menancing my life right now.
I wonder why she never have respect for her own children.
The one that she is supposed to give unconditional love.
Lemme tell you.
When i go raya anywhere.
I will see those loving mother who will sit beside their teenage daughter and still caress their daugther's hair .
My mother isn't that time. She is the one who love to demoralize her kids and when i or anyone point out her mistake , she will chase us out .
I wonder why.
Am i that bad till she neglect the fact that IM HER DAUGHTER?
I see those mother who will be saying " darling , go home eat okay?"
those mother who love their child unconditionally and never judge them by their mistakes.
those are the traditional malay mother whose life revolves around their family .
Mother , i love you sia , but why its seems that u hate me alot and if it's possible you wud have get rid of me?
MOTHER ,open your eyes .
PLEASE. Im dying slowly inside sia mother .
is it fun hurting me emotionally?
My mother is th type of mother who will protect me too much till i got sick and start to rebel .
but now when i'm taming down , you're not accepting me back .
Im your daughter . Th daughter who still crave for your love .
i miss th old you mother .
i regret fighting for my own freedom..
now i got what i want but i lost what i need .
Mother , i have been thru alot of things and when i wanna break down , i wish i cud tell you everything .
But i cannot . Cause you are too busy and now you dun care much abt th family .
Mother , i miss th old u .