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28.9.10

IMMA TELL YOU THIS .
If you make me cry one more time , imma leave you quietly .
Call me bitch or whatsoever . Dun forget that I already have give you warning.
(((:
Sitting down here and wondering , where is this all heading to ?
Am i at fault ? This jealousy still in me .
She was sexy and what am i ? FATS .
His exs sumer lawa2 . it should stay that way .
And i should stop thinking that i am pretty .
He changed from what i know first time .
where his sweet messages would make me smile .
His thoughtfulness and loving way would make me engrossed in him .
But now he changed .
I'm utterly disappointed but i dun wanna say .
I don't wish to spark a fight now .
If he asked me why i rarely msg him now is cause , i don't wanna be in a situation where
i need to question him .
Let him be . He deserve much more better .
Starting from now , imma letting him plan everything.
Let him plan our date and our outing .
Imma just keep quiet like i have always been .
He once told me in this relationship i was the one who wearin the pants .
Im sorry if i was the one who have th upper hand .
I should have know my place .
I may be smiling nowdays but many things run thru my minds .
Many question remained unanswered cause he just wanna make his stand known .
He overlooked all his actions which make me this way .
All he know was Im at fault , Im th one who make his attitude liddat .
But all these tears i have shed , does he know ?
All those points that i have been wanting to tell him , does he ever wanna sit down and think instead of interrupting ?
My feelings , are those not important?
He tend to be hiding each and everything .
he pretended to be okay but Im his gf , I feel the change and i feel all those things he hiding inside .
And slowly we are gonna fall apart , trust me .
Sooner or later one of us gonna be tired of all this and just leave .
Soon , one of us gonna break down .
And even how charismatic i am , i failed to get my point across .
He is getting more ego and hurt me .
But who am i in this relationship to tell him ?
He will attitude me but he insist on he's right .
did he realised that ?
all he know was to defend himself regardless of situatuon .