Im getting older , i shouldn't let small matters get into my head that much right?
If he doesn't love me, he wouldn't have stayed right?
Afterall, no guys would stay after being punched alot of times and had a flying phone across his face right ?
But, i miss the old sweet Shaffree .
Where he would stay up to call me and says i'm beautiful .
i miss him saying how much he misses me and all .
But i have to understand that he's working .
I'm sad that he no longer understands me like he used to.
GOSH, AM I LAMENTING?
I assidously tried to make us back to how we are when we first met .
The sweet romance .
Now , it's just me and him planning for th future .
Money , work , school .
We are starting to behave like adults right now .
And i missed getting pampered by him .
10months together .
so many things changed and he didn't realised that .
cause he's not taking it slow anymore .
He thinks only that we are getting better .
I admit we rarely argue now .
But does he know what im thinking inside ?
Im trying to give him the best right now cause i know i was hurting hom
aiya .
forget it . no point telling also .