I am very sad.
Having a boyfriend that doesn't wanna understand that it's normal that a girl always feel insecure without their boyf around .
And especially when my boyf was once a playboy . Not tryna insult baby .
Just wanna say how im afraid that you gonna flirt around ayer?
I love him so much and im trying to make it work for us . But it leads to some war always . I don't wanna leave cause no one can love me like he does and i love him very much .
Other guys , they are nothing to my boyf . Nothing at all .
I'll be loving my boyf a longgggggggg time .
& do you know that i'm very sad now? each time i tell him how i feel down under , he just flare up . saying i don't trust him . Babe , its not about th trust . its about what you're doing to make me feel this way . at times , i wish i understand your way of life , at times i wish i could let go . at times , i wish i could just punch you flat . But most of th time i wish i could just go to you and hug you like i always do like last time when our relationship was a bliss .
If you don't know me at this point , then i higly doubt you will . I say let go , but im holding so hard . Baby i love you . At time i fuss around . But when im crying , just hug me tightly and everything will be fine . It cuts so deep when u say you don't care and you are tired . When i check my phone , it hurts when you didn't message me or leave me a miss kol . Why is our relationship all about fighting nowdays? is it cause i miss the old days too much ? Maybe i'm fussing right now , but when u go in ns , i'll be here waiting . (:
You're a guy & I'm a girl .
It's abvious that you have to conjole me first .
When i slander you with accusations , all i wanna is to hear denials . keep on denying .
And thirty minutes later , i'll chill ((:
Don't you know me yet honey ? Or am i too complex for you ?
I miss you being you . I miss those silly jokes that crack me up . I miss the old times when you would talk otp witth me for hours . Now , everything is like fading away .
Gosh , i miss you .