Life isn't always easy. it ain't like a bed of roses . Ain't a walk in a park .
There's always up and down . People always say i'm young and love won't ever last now.
Is it true? If it's true then why do i have these feelings ?
Is it all lies? Is it all illusion ? If they say it won't last then shouldn't we stop loving now ?
Im in immense pain . Heartache but i won't show it. I'll be strong.
Early in the morning , i have the urge to call him like always ):
But i know i cannot so why bother ? He would just think Im desperate to get him back .
And no im not ! why guys like to break my heart? Do they think that i'm a toy?
NO!
He'll always find another one soon , right?
who am i to compared to other girls ? I cannot just hope we would come back as one .
Im not flirting like how im single. Cause my heart is always with him .
Whoever i maybe with or msg with , i know who i truly love.
I cannot accept the fact that he msged other girls. I hate that. Seriously.
I have a strong jealousy . Very. And to be honest .
I don't know where to go from here .
if i go to another relationship , i'll just end up hurt again .
so , No more love . Please . My heart is already broken enough.
Im not strong anymore . Please .
He'll be happier with other girls .