Blogging early in th morning , what th hell was i thinking ?
pay attention to me , i don't talk but i show it ((:
You know what i want and you got what i need ((:
im watching music videos . damn they are so hot ! just wait .
Im loving it to the max . Kay let's stop be so crazyyy ! fyda , maintain !( since when i got maintain ?)
Im all set to go work now .
I'm giving shaff another chance and i'll be frank about this .
WTF.
IM A GIRL WITH EMOTIONS DUDE .
I'll trust him one more time and if he ever contact or msg pompan , i'll just pack up and leave .
no more fighting or fussing but break up .
Im tired of guys saying : i love you . But shows me otherwise .
Now is the time either make it or break up .
when we patch back together , he promised me alot of things .
And just like any other guy , he went back on his words . since when guys mean whatever they say ?
And yahh , he's very sensitive . whenever i tried to point out the faults in our relationship , he would just flare up and emo one corner .
wtf , if he really want this to work up , he needs to push aside his sensitiveness and his thoughts that goes like " oh , everything i do is wrong to her "
No , it's not wrong . it is just the way you get the point across ! dude , no girls will suke if other girl call her boyfriend "boyfriend" .
and whenever i try to stop fighting , he'll make me contradict myself .
he said i changed . and the effing reason i changed is cause he changed first . a girl who is in love won't change until her partner does .
wtf am i doing here ? im blogging cause no one will listen . fuck my life . fuck my world . but don't fuck around with me you fuckers !
Lately , i've been hustling alot . and i managed to buy what i want and save up too ~
i remembered when you tell me you love me .
i remembered when you tell me you love me .
now you changed your story .honestly , i feel like this relationship alr come to an end .
everything we had is simply over . he doesn't love me .
no more hugs , no more kissing . no more me you're missing .
remembered when i was praising him all the way ? now i wondering where that man go?
Like a dream!! and if one day i start fadin away , please baby find me and find the love back .
When it's time for me to leave , i'll pluck all the courage and leave .
in my mind , im tryna figure out , how can i be so feelingless and leave ?
that's my own word btw .