I'm missing him terribly . but when he comes out , i'm sure everything change.
I don't quite trust him when he's surfing the net after strings of incidents happened .
But imma put it aside and spend time with him babe . cause if he were to give me all these shits anymore , imma leave . caused i already sweared .
he was so tired when he called just now . so sad uhuh . hope he'll have plenty of rest when he gets back home . imma fetching him from his home team on the 24th.
i still remembered the first movie we watch together . DESPICABLE ME .
he dragged me to th movies cause i keep saying i wanna watch then next min , i don't.
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his hands was holding my hands all the way during the movie. cuddled me once in a while and tells me how adorable i looked that day .
then th day we went picnic . i laid down on his lap and he was playing with my hair .
his ever so charming face was capturing my attention. and i was like a small kid playing with ants and fire . he made plans for us to buy a tent for us to picnic one day .
hmms . alot more memories . like th day we went swimming , seesha and yeahh .
the first time i saw him , he was so mat rep and i thought that he wounldn't be the right one , but in the end , see. we are still together . he was observing me all the way . i remembered it was like yesterday . and i miss those moments . th late phone calls where we would talk for hours . the sweet voice of his makes me smile . he would always know what to say . thinking back , he sacrificed alot for me .
gee . im crying now . he did alot for me . those were the days where i trust him not to contact other girls and remain true. im just scared he cannot leave his girl(spacebar)friends .
scared la . gee . his father adore me . treats me like im his own daughter . ((:
seriously , i think im not good for him . my attitude sucks . i cannot control my anger . seriously .
baby , im sorry . i love you dear .