When life gets hard and no one is there for you , just take it in your stride and smile . Pray hard that everything's gonna be okay . don't fret . pampering myself with everything i have . meeting jy ltr at orchard uhuh . then imma go tamp , i think to visit someone uh . i'm trying to occupy my time . anw , i keep dreaming that shaff have another girl . HAHAH ! if it comes true , then imma whack that bitch ((: see how uh. i don't have to do anything if he cheat . cause just being me , i can attract attentions ((: im lying on my bed wearing yesterday work attire ((: how disgusting can i get ? hahah ! i was super tired ok , went smoking with my friend after work . talked crap and laughed till my side hurts . one thing bastard about th world now is that i always see couples hugging th way we used to . and couples fighting , arguing , kissing , holding hands and joke around . we used to do all things together . we used to be inseparable . but yeah . precisely im alone out here , i should pamper myself and do things which are neccessary (: i don't wanna be hanging on him till i can't think properly . i am afterall an independant young lady . women doesn't need men to live ((: we have our own standards of living , we can make it happen . we don't need men to make us complete . why sad ? he's only in ns . not as if he's leaving what . even if he's leaving , i won't cry . cause there's more to life . i'm still pretty anyways ^^ that's what people always say ((: i can get any other guys . shaff knows how hard it is to get me . hahah ! almost six months of waiting uh and i totally ignore him. HAHAHAH ! fergie is so hot (; wanna be like her uh . nicole is hot too ((: I wanna start pampering myself uh. later. after surfing this internet . ((: hahahah !~[: